Im not ur PUPPET..! pls...

18th July 2010, Sunday

As u r reading here, i hope u can understand how i feel..

Do you think you know me well?

Ask yourself, did i cheat you, lie you, or play you when we be in a relationship..? Guys, please do not say i want to become a playboy to play around n cheat girls because of this or that or who or who or else.. I hate this because you r doing like putting the blame on others, tat is your choice on how u wan to behave yourself i think.. Rite?

N u told me, u had gv up many girls because of me..? i wanted to say, if u mind about all those girls who r tackling you n u feel wasted didn't get them? Please go on n have a try with them, show me how many girls u have, then don't come n tell me tat how much you sacrifice because of me, it sounds funny! I don't even stop you by doing all these.. The main thing is, don't take any revenge, u will deserve it by your own at the end.. By doing this, u r spoiling YOUR IMAGE in my heart, n it will be FOREVER if you failed in ur revenge!

DO NOT OWN ME IF IM NOT URS!!

I'm not ur puppet, i don't need to listen what you say, what you advice to me, how you control me, you are doing something that make me keeping a distance with you, it's enough, it has reached my limit. I m being quiet because i respect you, I DON WAN TO FIGHT WITH YOU BECAUSE OF THE STUPID PAST. Don't get misunderstand if i being quiet, it's because I KNOW WAT I'M DOING, I DON THINK I NEED TO REPORT MY EVERYTHING TO YOU.. 

I dunno what else i can add to here again, it's been months we r fighting for the same thing, ask yourself, all these things... FOR WHAT? 

I admit you were treating me good, as i repeated many times to u, to me myself, my wives, my frens n oso share at here, n i realized, u will only see all the bad things, i only hear your blames.. 

I dunno you will get mad o not when you read this.. U like to ask me to tell you frankly. SO FRANKLY I TELL YOU HERE, these r how i feel, hope you can accept it n release me. There is a gap between our age, i m still young, i need my time n do what i want.. DON TALK ABOUT MY FUTURE! 

DON FORCE ME TO THINK ABOUT MY FUTURE.. This is not my time to choose where should i go yet.

NOW, I DON'T WAN TO BE WITH YOU, I DON WAN TO BE WITH ANYONE ELSE..

This is what you wan to hear i think, hope you r happy to see this..

STOP SMS ME N ARGUE WITH THIS TOPIC, IM VERY ALLERGIC WITH THIS ALREADY!!

SET ME FREE PLEASE..