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Monday, November 1, 2010

Halloween Night..!!

Saturday, 30.10.2010

1st time having halloween party in Miri o.O
We decided to celebrate it at balcony... We went up wif normal face, but saw many ghost thr arrhhh... Screaming ArRRRGG~~ hahahaha!! siao lehh!!

Pic Pic>>:>>>:>>>

 Me n laopo benben =p

 erhh~ Knife in my head!!

Steph n Ting oso got drawing on face! hahaha xD

So bad lahhh drawing...... I bought my bag out having some lipstick n eyeliner, juz use it, tats the results! Hahahaha 
Its quite fun for the 1st time =p

And the last one...

Smiling ghost Ivy!! muahaha xD    










Wakakakaka.. Don Scare la, Be Happy! =D

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

想着什么呢?

20.10.2010,星期三

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1。今天早上去做工的路上,看见了218车牌的罗里,我瞬间醒了,还转过头来看清楚它,好几年不见了! 让我想起以前。。爸爸,以前的家,和以前的生活

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2。前几天机票有便宜,好想在去吉隆坡的我犹豫了好几天,在最后一个晚上终于把所剩的月薪定了明年6月的机票。我没约任何人一起去,或许是怕太多顾虑吧?做人好为难。。而且我也不确定明年的那个时候是否忙着工作了,去不成的话我会好失望的。。好想见见在那里的朋友

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3我该戒烟吗??对于这件事我考虑了好久,它带给了我好多回忆。
-吸烟让人觉得我是个坏孩子,可是外人却不知道它在我生命的由来,陪我度过了一段岁月=p
-人们看见女人吸烟都会好讨厌吧,给人坏影响。我不在乎人们对我的歧视,我在乎的是,做朋友要真心。。别因为我的习惯就判断我的人格!!!
-其实我在犹豫中,我想我该做我想做的事呢,还是该注意我的形象了呀!!

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4。老婆们,希望我们的感情是真的。现在写下这的我 是一个人的,我想说,我并不孤单,因为我的心没牵挂,自然而然不会感到有起有落的孤独一时。。xD 我们的感情千万别被影响。。希望你们有了新欢不要忘了旧爱呀!我祝福你们

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5。一首歌,taking back my love-Enrique Iglesias



我想,真的能把爱收些回来吗?如果我们能做的那么潇洒就好了。。

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6。上个星期五去了夜店,真是让我留下了个坏影响,男人被女人拒绝了就掉起头把女人推开,向下个女人示好。另个更糟的是,糗了之后男人竟然比中指给女人看,在人潮满满的舞池里,我都看傻眼了下。天呀!怎么会有这样的男人!!一点风度都没有,我呸!!! 害我现在对夜店没好感了。。 T.T

Thursday, October 7, 2010

The Return of Crazy Classmates on Ladies Night!

Wednesday, 06-10-2010

It's another wednesday again, every week, movies day or ladies night?

HAA! It seems tat we just finished our exam, plus no class on thurday, so the wednesday night... BALCONY! hiak hiak hiak~ =P but its quite hard for me to find girls who can go wif me.. :(

i used my new perfume, DKNY Be Delicious Night, is a strong fragrance, but i like its sexy smell haha.. good to use when clubbing..xP my bro helped me to buy it from U.K., 50ml cost £22.12, converted to Rm only about Rm 106, hoo hoo~~ so cheap! xD

After make up myself, papa came n picked me, thn i got to know our gang is goin!! its really glad to hear tat, haha.. long time din hang out at night wif u guys.. n i told them, I REALLY MISS TAT MOMENT ♥ u guys don say im silly arh!

..... Take a pic of us, pose~! xD

 some buddies were missing..hiding~.~ n Steph!! almost 1 year no come wif u!! >_<

Hav fun in the club all night long.. ^*^ muackss

Monday, October 4, 2010

Mid-term Exam started!

04-10-2010, 星期一

今天 Mid-term 開始考了!!昨晚沖沖忙忙的做的臨時準備,開了夜車來溫習了O.B.,啊啊~缺好幾堂的課了希望還趕的上吧。。哈哈 xD


一邊唸書一邊fb就到3點了,難得哦!眼皮不爭氣只好去睡。。=.=!! 設了五點半起來繼續念結果失敗。。lol..


起來就早上7.30了@_@" 無奈的準備。。 眼皮還是很沉重!!
是咖啡就救了我~ 哈哈哈,感到很幸運下。。 =p
到現在還很精神呢~!

明天的FA2好準備好,這次是重念了,加油啊Ivy~!




考試的感覺不錯。。。讓我感到年輕 ^_^v wakakaka!!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

This girl - Laza Morgan (Step Up 3)

A romantic song hits me again.. Finding all the Step Up 3 soundtracks today ^_^ n the song This girl really nice to listen, let me recall back all the romantic parts in the movie.. ♥

Wanna share tis song with all my frens here.. :)

This Girl by Laza Morgan




Yea.. haha.. hope u guys enjoy listen to tis song too.. ^.<

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Cannot Accept? Understanding..

Monday, 20th September 2010

Recently, the problem surrounded is, cannot see u wif others.. cant accept to see tat..
Hmm... its really hurt n make a person suffering for day n night..!!
i might facing it too, experiencing it! cant share it wif anyone, its really hard to say it out :( 

But i wish to hear from u, don keep it from me, im struggling, n i really dunno wat r u thinking..

Loneliness~ o.O? IS it wif me..? may be not, i dunno..

Hope the problem can be solved soon, DON WAN TO LEAVE ANY WOUND ON FRENSHIPS! ><
Gambateh Ivy and frens.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU

Saturday, September 18, 2010

我想念他了...

18/09/2010, 星期六

前天收到了他给我的最后一封讯息,叫我等他..
等了一整夜,没回..
一天,两天的过了..
一直留意着电话~ 却完全没回应, 我的思念和担心都来了!!

他是不是发生了什么事? 不然他不会这样的, 我什么也不能做..
真的感到好空虚...真的好想他...

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

UCSI Ready! Set! Go! Motivation Camp

Saturday & Sunday, 4th & 5th September 2010

Around 1 week time we were busy doin prepartion for tis camp, i never imagine how will be the camp will run on.. @.@


Tis motivation camp sponsored by UCSI University n organized by GES Global Education, it held in Marriott Hotel, Miri.


Activities on the 1st day, 4th September:


12.00pm - Registeration (handled by me n agnes, all participants came on time =D unprepared marker causing traffic jam..x.x )


1.00pm - Briefing & Room assignment (leading student to their rooms, n.. i dunno whr the rooms r>< i simply "bang" only! muahahaha!! xD so worried i might bring them to a wrong place o.O)


1.30pm - Ice Breaking n Group Division (let all the participants get to know each other from different school, n when group division time it appeared 2 groups of group 7! lols)
               Group 1  = Awesome
               Group 2  = Hyperactive
               Group 3  = Black Jack
               Group 4  = Forever
               Group 5  = GiveMe5
               Group 6  = NoName
               Group 7  = 7-Eleven
               Group 8  = SuperGlue
               Group 9  = Paul & Friends
               Group 10= Buffet


2.30pm - Game: Attack & Defence (every group wif their creative attack & defend actions to play tis game)


3.00pm - Game: Flying Carpet (whole group members squeeze in 4 pcs of newspaper n transfered themselves to the destination stated without dropping out from the "carpet" )


3.30pm - Game: Balloon War ( protect ur balloon =D)


4.00pm - Tea Break (food not enough ><)


4.30pm - Game Millipedes, Monsoon Is Here, Rock & Roll ( i enjoyed looking everyone playing these game in the swimming pool n on the beach^^ i wanted to jump in to the swimming pool too!! )


6.00pm - Break ( time to rest A_A)


7.00pm - Buffet Dinner


8.00pm - Motivation Talk conducted by KerShin (i like her speech, its giving direction.. ^^)


10.00pm - Birthday Celebration for September babies~ (they performed chicken dance b4 knowing tis xD )


11.00pm- Bad Time *0*






2nd day, 5th September 2010


7.00am - Morning Exercise ( wake up early!! can see my pale face.. haha =p )


8.00am - Breakfast (food is not enough again..x.x)


9.00am - Motivation Talk conducted by ShaNa (well prepared, i admire her <3)


12.00pm - Group Sharing, Testimonial


12.30pm- Prize Giving (Congratulations to the winners! No.1> Group 2,Hyperactive; No.2> Group 1,Awesome; No.3>Group 5,GiveMe5)


1.00pm - Photo Shooting n GoodBye all..


Thanks for everyone who involved in tis camp, it ran smoothly n successfully.. It was fun n a very nice camp, although it was juz 1 day, short.. >< I miss u guys.. Bringing lots of smiles n laughs to me.. xD
Good Luck in the coming SPM n wish all of u achieve in life for a brighter future! =)


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After camp...
Kolok mee at A1
Ramadan for kek lapis at Seberkas
Airport, goodbye to Steve ShaNa n KerShin, hope we can see again..

>>>>Very tired!! sleepless.. n i slept the whole day on the next day.. ;p hahaha.. charging~~~ ~.~v

Monday, September 6, 2010

9月3号

星期五, 03-09-2010

这日期在我脑海里好多天了。。为什么呢?

9月3号,
老婆笨要回古晋了!!T.T
这次和她玩乐的时间比较多,想她了。。可是那衰婆回到去也累到想不起我了吧@.@"
很开心的ladies night(18.08) 和 movies day(25.08)!! 哈哈~老婆们有一起去看了step up 3,讨厌没3D,但我们有机会看3D的哦! 我们要再看过,要再看过!! 哈哈~~ 想一起看啦><

我们4个第一次一起拍kisskiss照!!
开心去~ 哈哈^^




还有的是,9月3号,这天。。 是和我的"P"牌告别了哦!!有点舍不得,毕竟跟我两年了。看回2年前的我有狮子头啊~哈哈。。好笑叻。。
可是工作忙到没时间去换,haiz..要做2天的无牌司机了,希望没事吧。wakaka xD

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Time To Forget Eu~

Tuesday, 30th August 2010

Stop it before the relationship is going worse...
Release it & Forget it now..
There'll be the time i'll recall all the memories,
and, the time i don't feel the pain...

Off it to avoid waiting, 
and thinking of so much..
Releasing myself from eu..
Hope it's the best choice i can do..

♥♥♥♥

 

 

 

 

 

 

♥♥

Friday, July 30, 2010

投进妈妈的怀抱,温暖♥

30.07.2010, 星期五

一个星期的温书时间过了,好像放了个长假一样,哈哈~
也会比较多时间呆在家和妈妈聊天。而且每一次我看见妈妈,都好像抱抱她哦!!好想每天都抱抱她一次.. 
想起最后一次抱妈妈也是小时候吧..=__="

随着时间快快的过去,我也忘了妈妈的怀抱是怎样了的..天啊!

一直很不敢开口..怕妈妈觉得我很奇怪,怕尴尬。。~.~ 毕竟好久没那么亲热了,而且我也是个很硬的人。。 哈哈 xD

但..终于我找到了时机开口..
我说, 妈~我好想抱抱你哦~~

妈妈的反应竟然是...
YEEEE!! 你干嘛忽然想抱我?? (妈妈好像很害羞^^wakakaka!!)
我就回说, 为什么不能? 我天天都好像抱抱你啊~ 你不觉得这样是很温暖的吗?
我曾经听说过,妈妈是生育我们的人,也就是和我们最亲的人。每天一个拥抱,其实是很温暖,很幸福的事!

得到了妈妈的抱抱,感觉爽爽的哦^0^ 她也很开心下,哈哈 xD


今天有抱抱妈妈了吗??

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Im not ur PUPPET..! pls...

18th July 2010, Sunday

As u r reading here, i hope u can understand how i feel..

Do you think you know me well?
Ask yourself, did i cheat you, lie you, or play you when we be in a relationship..? Guys, please do not say i want to become a playboy to play around n cheat girls because of this or that or who or who or else.. I hate this because you r doing like putting the blame on others, tat is your choice on how u wan to behave yourself i think.. Rite?
N u told me, u had gv up many girls because of me..? i wanted to say, if u mind about all those girls who r tackling you n u feel wasted didn't get them? Please go on n have a try with them, show me how many girls u have, then don't come n tell me tat how much you sacrifice because of me, it sounds funny! I don't even stop you by doing all these.. The main thing is, don't take any revenge, u will deserve it by your own at the end.. By doing this, u r spoiling YOUR IMAGE in my heart, n it will be FOREVER if you failed in ur revenge!

DO NOT OWN ME IF IM NOT URS!!
I'm not ur puppet, i don't need to listen what you say, what you advice to me, how you control me, you are doing something that make me keeping a distance with you, it's enough, it has reached my limit. I m being quiet because i respect you, I DON WAN TO FIGHT WITH YOU BECAUSE OF THE STUPID PAST. Don't get misunderstand if i being quiet, it's because I KNOW WAT I'M DOING, I DON THINK I NEED TO REPORT MY EVERYTHING TO YOU.. 

I dunno what else i can add to here again, it's been months we r fighting for the same thing, ask yourself, all these things... FOR WHAT? 

I admit you were treating me good, as i repeated many times to u, to me myself, my wives, my frens n oso share at here, n i realized, u will only see all the bad things, i only hear your blames.. 

I dunno you will get mad o not when you read this.. U like to ask me to tell you frankly. SO FRANKLY I TELL YOU HERE, these r how i feel, hope you can accept it n release me. There is a gap between our age, i m still young, i need my time n do what i want.. DON TALK ABOUT MY FUTURE! 
DON FORCE ME TO THINK ABOUT MY FUTURE.. This is not my time to choose where should i go yet.

NOW, I DON'T WAN TO BE WITH YOU, I DON WAN TO BE WITH ANYONE ELSE..
This is what you wan to hear i think, hope you r happy to see this..

STOP SMS ME N ARGUE WITH THIS TOPIC, IM VERY ALLERGIC WITH THIS ALREADY!!

SET ME FREE PLEASE..

Saturday, July 17, 2010

parking也要还那么多钱!?什么天理啊!!!!

17.07.2010, 星期六

啊啊啊!!! 我真的快被那些所谓的 'WHITE ANGELLLL' 给逼疯了啊啊啊~~~~~

天天来给我写罚单, 过5分钟也不放过哦! 还了红的竟让给我中白的?! 真的太过分了哦! olo=.=olo
 我只是个学生, 不是什么大老板呀..!!! 天天还罚单我还有剩的好用吗? 吃都不敢吃了啊..

心里的什么臭话都冲完出来了>____<真的气死我了!!!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

大病...快闪远点去!!!!

13.07.2010, 星期二

哎哟哟.. 真的好不幸呀你 Ivy! =.=
难得有个星期天让你放松自己下却生大病?? 还病了3天不会好, 等下要去看医生了哦! 
约好了2.30 别迟到!!

真的是痛苦,吃又不能吃好料, 天天都是稀饭和香菇肉酱..~.~ 看见家人吃什么好吃的真让我抓狂呀!!

自然而然天天呆在家的我越变越懒,功课还没做hor~人家都教了我都还没开始啊, 这样下去真的是难毕业了..
说来我好想停学一个学期哦..好想让自己好好的休息下, 不知道能不能哦.. 这样会耽误我毕业的时间的...x.x

Mizz Nina feat.Colby O'Donis - What you waiting for

Thanks my Nixon Baba for introducing me this song, i was finding the song's name so long, thank you very much intro to me at the right time! xD



Huhu~~ Really a great song! N Mizz Nina is a Malaysian O.O!! cant believe rite?? But believe it! haha~ =p

I feel very relaxing when listening to this song^^

To Sylvester, nice hor?? hahaha.. listen to it every night ya.. Muahahahaha!!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Texas Poker!!

Thursday, 8th July 2010

Fuuhhyoo... Texas Poker! U r so ADDICTIVE!!


lol.. lots of my frens asked me to play Texas Poker with them in facebook, but i don't really bother to play it..


Yesterday i heard my assdrew baba said he played it til early morning o.o" later at night, my hands turned itchy n joined the game... 


OMG!! Although i dunno how to play, i tried to learn it.. i became crazy in Texas Poker tis 2 days, hahahaha~~ Almost get into bankruptcy d i think.. Hmmm..... Somebody send more chipss for me to lose plsssss...... xD

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Thanks God, everything went smoothly, LOVE You!

Monday, 6th July  2010

=> Cant type in chinese with this lap top, but i want to write down my experience, i don't wan to forget it, if the way i express it is not clear, very very sorry.. ~.~"

1 week ago, on 29.08.10, 1.15pm sharp i arrived to hospital and ready to go for an operation, so nervous, my heart was struggling like no way for me to step backwards. Only 1 thing will keep me thr was, i have to get the treatment n stay healthy..1.30p.m, my name called up by a nurse, she wants me to take off all the accessories i wearing before enter to the changing room. All my accessories were taking in good care by my sister, Agnes, haha~ thanks ya =p

After changed n weighted, they brought me to the operating theater, it painted in blue, i was lying on the bed and i can see 2 big lights above me. A doctor came n introduced himself to me, and asking me a lot of questions. I observed around, there were around 6 or 7 nurses walking around n doing their work. All of them are very friendly, i like the way they treat me^^
In a while, they ask me to close my left hand n hold it tight, then put in a needle at the back of my hand for dunno what water, it's not painful, luckily~ haha, and a clip on on finger.
Later, i heard they say, we are going to start soon, the doctor is outside now.. I can see everyone went back to prepare their work again. I remembered i saw the doctor came in, say hi to me, it was around 1.45pm.
A nurse put a gas mask on my face n said, this is oxygen ya, u will sleep and wont feel any pain. So i closed my eyes, i tot i can just sleep like tat.. haha.. A while i heard tis, open ur eyes 1st if u havent asleep~~ So my eyes opened again.. lol.. I deeply inhaled the gas blew to my nose, it has no smell, so i don worry about it.. But then....... i don't even know when i fall asleep!!! arhh.. it was so amazing!

I heard there were somebody keep calling my name and trying to wake me up, i opened my eyes and everything has done, then i realized there r left only 1 nurse beside me, n the room painted with yellow paint.. i were in another room, i dunno anything, i can't feel it at all.. i found a clock on the wall, it was 2.30pm, so fast..@@

After all, they transferred me to a ward, need to wait for another 2 hours to make sure no any side effect happen on me.. I was damn hungry, didn't eat anything n drink for the whole day d... x.x i want to go out n eat~~~

^^v Came out from the wart, settled all the payments, tats the time we went for a BIG meal~~ hahaha.. really eat like pig! @.@ Of course, i will still feel a bit dizzy after tat, but i was happy i healed, i don't feel any annoying disturbance on me any more =D 

Thanks God! Always blessed....

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

我看起来坚强,很勇敢。可是,今天的我哭了。。明天的手术,我要痊愈!!

28/06/2010,星期一

今天回到了诊所,还没进到诊室就想起过去2个月的痛,我不知不觉就慌了,哭了起来。。。平时的我看见医生都会有说有笑的,为什么今天的我不能面对?我真的怕了。。
我看我这辈子都不会忘记这一年来被病魔缠身的痛苦!!!

我的朋友都没看我哭过吧,谢谢你们努力的安慰我,也为我安排一切。。真的感激不尽>__<

安排了明天1.30,虽然是小手术,但我的心情是:很害怕~~~ T_T 不知道那过程是怎么样的?手术费也是个问题,haiz...有点烦恼着。。 希望一切顺利,都能解决得了,不要害怕Ivy!! 要好起来,加油~加油~加油!!

不晓得明天的现在是怎么样的心情呢?

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

我对你, 实在太差了...

09/06/2010, 星期三

今天和你说话的时候, 被朋友的眼神提醒了, 虽然他们是笑着的...
可是还是让我感觉到, 我对你太凶了... 而你, 却对我太好了... =___=

分手后, 你要求还是叫我baby, 那是我们在一起时常叫对方的..
你也常常对我说, i love u
我真的不想听...
虽然被爱是幸福的, 可是现在我不想拥有你的爱...!
现在的我们已分手了, 我也要求过你, 不要再这样叫我,
但你说嘴巴是你的, 我岂能阻止的了?
我也无可奈何... @_@

我发现你对我的好感动不了到我, 反而让我有点讨厌你,
你这样做会让我感到厌倦, 你始终不知道我要的是什么..

我相信, 爱是美在无法拥有...
为什么呢?
因为你对我的好, 让我充分的拥有了, 根本就不懂得珍惜..
如果有一天, 你不再对我好, 那时的我不晓得会不会怪你, 对我那么差?
会或不会, 我都没资格去说了...

我不能掌握未来, 你也不能
所以也希望你别判断我的未来..

我的想法会很可恶, 很自私吧??
因为看见了我对你的态度, 我好想对你好一点,
像朋友一样, 不排斥你..
我做得到吗?

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

妈咪步上了人生的红地毯...^^开心

07/06/2010, 星期一

很开心,因为看见了我的妈咪和她的爱人走上了生的红地毯...(^.^)

早晨8.30, 没去上课=p 我和胞姐来到的了我们的教堂, 是第一次参加教堂婚礼哦! 哈哈~xD 来为我们的妈咪(我们受洗的代母, 我们叫她妈咪^^)见证他们的婚礼...
新娘来了, 很漂亮!! 真的赞啊~!! uncle牵着妈咪一步走的走进来, 交给在教堂里等候多时的新郎, 那一幕真的很感人.. 我深受感触... 接着是教堂的结婚仪式...

在教堂里 Henry & Angela

在教堂外拍的, 妈咪很漂亮吧♥.♥


还有我们的合照 xD

晚上, 我们也参加了他们的酒席.. 我的猪姐姐也在..

开香滨仪式 和 敬酒仪式



合照=p


妈咪的婚礼圆满成功, 感谢天主
我看见妈咪露出了幸福的笑容... 我也很开心^^
照片里也看的出吧? 哈哈..
我诚心的祝福他们白头到老,
天天都过着幸福快乐的日子=)
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Sunday, June 6, 2010

HOORAY~ESCAPED!! muahaha!

06/06/2010, Sunday

Today is the end of a week holiday in June...

7 in the morning, i was awaken by my phone alarm.. The alarm tone is really noisy, no choice, it cannot be changed.. ~.~ Grrhh.. It's Sunday, i want to sleep longer time, want to wake up late...x.x Some more, i didn't sleep well at night, feel like something disturbing me the whole night.. Seriously, nobody can help me.. Haiz.. Bo bian, I need to work... sob..T__T

Because of some salt water, i was late, when i reached to my workplace, my friend asked: y u so late? untie 'diao' ren liao lo... -(
actually i guess it already but still thinking how to explain to her) errmm..
Autie suddenly appeared behind me, arrhh.. Quicky, i said, sorry i was late, becoz i'm not feeling well and i was sick for last few days.. Autie looked at my pale face (not enough sleep and oso using too much of BB cream causing my face looked very bright), i thought i will scolded by her at 1st, but i heard this: Aiyoo.. You should drink more liang teh ar, did you? See then know u did not! Look, your bottle is so small, where got drink enough water.. U better go home and rest now, you're sick cannot work too.. Don worry, let her handle ur work today ok? Go go.. Go back home now..

WHOO~ She chasing me back home to rest!! o_o Actually i wanted to find some reasons to back up myself arr, who knows she gave me leave~.~" I went back to my car and laugh like crazy!! AHAHAHA~~ It's so unbelievable!! But, please.. BELIEVE IT! Wakakaka ^^v
Faster drove away lur.. Before she changes her decision..xD

Ps: Until now i still wondering i was lucky to get this escape or it's a waste because didn't turn up to work.. hmm... >__<

Saturday, June 5, 2010

无泪之城, 三月里的幸福饼

07/06/2010 , 星期六 (下)

哈哈..还不到一天却把名换了, 突然想起这给我印象很深刻的名字--无泪之城
还记得是在一部戏看到的, 仙剑奇侠传吧? 里面说着, 这名字听起来好象城里的人们是过着很开心的, 不会掉眼泪.. 可是相反的, 它也有个意思, 说着: 泪已流干, 既是无泪. 没想到吧..?

我也希望我的泪已经流干, 我不想在为了伤心和难过的事而流泪.. 即使是心痛, 可是那样会很痛苦吧..

呵呵..

因为带病所以呆在家3天了, 真的好闷啊.. 线上游戏也玩厌了, 看到电脑都晕哦..@_@
看到书架上有我的爱书, 张小娴的作品哦!! ♥.♥ 挑了一本重念, 书名是 [[三月里的幸福饼]] , 是她的小说之一, 我很喜欢她的作品, 因为内容很好..



三月里的幸福饼-张小娴

故事的开始说到离别是为了重聚.
以前的人, 可以为了一段爱情而不离别, 付上很多代价.
现在的人, 可以为了这些而放弃一段感情. 离别, 只为了寻找更好的东西.

在我16岁时, 曾经想过, 离别是为了重聚, 那时的我误会了这个意思, 我和一个我很舍不得他离开我的人分离了.. 我以为等到我们再相聚的那天一定会很美好. 可是3年后的今天, 我竟然连他的一点消息也没有了,我们应该不会有相聚的机会了...

时间让回忆变的美丽, 或许活在那段记忆里会比较幸福吧..

这故事结局不是很好, 可是它让我明白到在我们的生命里会遇到重要的两个人,
一个是爱你,疼你,你依赖的人
一个则是你爱,你疼,依赖着你的人
每个人都会有做这种决定的时候...


结局是两个相爱的人分离了, 因为事业不同让男主角觉得两人不适合结婚, 这时作者说:
爱, 美在无法拥有---
对吧? 人在没有爱时才很渴望得到爱情,
明明相爱却得不到的那重心酸才显的出爱情的美丽?

First Day, First Blog

05 June 2010, Saturday

I realized most of my friends, including my dear sister having a blog here =D it makes me feel interested to have 1 too. Haha.. That's why i am here with a begin.. :)

Why is it call love in this blog? Love is powerful, it brighten a person's life with happiness. So, i want to enjoy the love in this blog, hope it can brighten my day too xD

I believe that most of the blogger will share their love story in the part of their blog. Otherwise, life stories, experiences and feelings.
I do not have love for couple right now, so i getting the full love from my family, it is warm, i like it♥ Especially when i am facing some difficulties on myself, like this time, i suffering it, they are very supporting and giving lots of comfort to me. Thanks a lot my family..
But of course sometimes, they use the wrong way to present their cares, i really hate it!=___=

About my partner, i just broke up with my ex boyfriend this year march, i thought we can just end it easily, but until now he never give up on me, he won't understand what i am thinking.. He is really a nice man, very caring and always putting me at 1st place. The problem should be time, we met at the wrong time.. Sometimes, i don't like him also because he is very suspicion (asking too much), love is not controlling, i do not want to be the bird in the cage!

Freedom please~ ^^

Dunno when will i meet the right person again, i find myself hard to accept to go into a new relationship now.. it's hard to trust? or i am worrying too much to be fool again..? hmm...